Last night at around 9:30 or so I had a small moment where I actually got motivated to do something other than sit on my couch knitting a stealth project and watching non-cable television. I actually thought about working on stuff for the store. And I read some blogs and got a little inspired with upcoming projects. So, I'm hopeful that I will break out of this shell soon and get things actually moving.
There are so many things I want to say about where my life is right now. Things have shifted really dramatically from one end of the spectrum to the other in the past month. So much so that other people have started to notice it. Which bothers me because I'm a rather private (at least emotionally private) person. I'm not sure how to fix things which is compounding my problems. I'm a terribly impatient person but I feel like now I must wait on soooooo many things before I can move forward! It's a lesson I don't want to learn right now but I'm trying to find some positive things to hold on to. Like knitting mundane things and dyeing yarn :)